35 Dollar Gift Card

I had 35 dollars in a gift card. I love seeing how far I can stretch it. In school groups I am usually the chair/president or the treasurer because and I quote.

“T can take a dollar, stretch it to five quarters and if he is really cooking still have change left over.”

35 dollar gift card got me the following. Six muffins, a loaf of good dark wheat bread, A pound of chopped farm raised pork, three energy drinks, two 2-liter bottles of cherry coke zero, a can of spaghetti sauce and a chicken cordon bleu wrap. Oh and a 20 oz sprite and a bottle of pumpkin apple cider.

Not too bad for 35 dollars. When putting everything through the checkout I had saved 12.55 from coupons and shopping deals. Nearly getting fifty dollars of stuff on a 35 dollar gift card is always nice. Around here a couple students have taken to asking me what deals I know of, because whether its go puff, or amazon delivery, door dash, I look up deals just to stay knowledgeable it sounds strange but sometimes you will find a store on door dash, like now that will do 30% off on 70 dollars, and while you would think it is really bad, the prices are generally similar save for a couple items. Ramen is brutal in some of these stores but it was a lot better then it was a few years ago it used to be about .80 for a ramen at these stores and now its .50 . Shouldn’t buy ramen at some stores but you know.

I got some sandwiches out of it, burgers, ( lean burger patties are always cheaper then pounds of beef)

Odd little things like that make my day, especially when I can do it cheaper then before.

Outside of getting my money’s worth, happy holidays, I hope your days are filled with joy.

All In

This will be one of two posts on this subject, I will be finishing up my paperwork for the district 4 City Council position election this week and that will mean a couple things. The only other post that will talk about the election specifically or my efforts in it is going to be the reveal of my campaign page and after that this will just be my thoughts and my blog. It may deal with some topics like before but it will not talk about the campaign or my efforts on it.

Now, there are a lot of political questions. I am not going to answer them. What I will answer is something that people may ask who know me, and those who may have never heard of me be wondering.

Why do something like this?

Over the years it took me to learn how I work in the world and it is something where I can be loud but I am more of a get your work done and look towards the next goal. This is something that I will be putting myself in the spotlight to some degree due to the position involved. Honestly, it’s a big move for someone who six years ago was just getting off the street trying to make by with everything they got.

Six years have taken me from the state capitol to the nation’s capitol and from the federal court in Portland to the federal reserve and the bipartisan policy center. I have written books, and I have gotten in better shape despite still being built like Thwomp from Super Mario. We need people to listen and work on getting things done, and this week part of my work was using the time my building had lost its power to see the issues that someone disabled may have if they had to get out of a building quickly.

I banged my shins up hard doing that.

Why do something like this?

There is a way I do it, that makes me the best choice, in my very skewed opinion, and even more so I made a promise once and this may be how I intend to keep it. Also, you can tell I am nervous when I forget to schedule the posts and leave it just waiting for me to hit publish.

 [argle bargle]

If this is the worst mistake, forgetting to hit publish on a blog post during the start of a campaign then I think we can be happy with that.

Warriors Duel

[Another little drablet with the witch and the snakescale warrior]

Two warriors face in a field, one a paladin held by holy order to kill all users of magic not allied with the church. The other the snake scale warrior who had been making his way acting as a companion for the witch.

It was a duel, and one both knew the rules to and when the arrow was heard coming his way he knew also that this was no fair game of skill. It had been enough for the holy knight to charge with his two-handed sword charging and dropping the blade vertical along the helmet to have what he felt would be hard metal be gone. Fog had come in unnaturally throwing off distances before a light had shone over the pair causing the holy warrior to jump back before looking to see the witch who had come out of her hut, a round shield big enough to take care of unwanted arrows flying her way set in the moat of the field.

The look in her eyes had said it, she knew there was magic played and that had been why she had been pulled out of the house by the action and had to show there was fairness in the act now causing the church’s forces to work in other ways now.

Scanning the situation their tactics in battle had been something he had known very well, but the sudden impatience and lack of honor had been something he was unsure of. What had caused he did not know but it was not something he had understood them to do before. It was a question to be asked later as an arrow came whistling by his helmet aimed at the witch before it was set floating in front of her completely harmless before turned and sent back along the same route through the fog and light catching someone with a muffled gurk before the sound of body met moat and grass.

It had been a sound both of the armored warriors heard and when understanding there was no more back up the paladin had become more defensive trying to create openings tactically instead of by tricks. However, the snake scale knight had already lost patience for those who used honor as a currency and shifted his hand to a handle behind the sword who when pulled had glowed in a viridian and moss palette before a visage of a snake had been uncoiled from the handle to catch the blade and the attacker in its bind. Magical weapons not held by the church were illegal but there was nothing extra they could do he figured and decided to show something.

“You, [******]”

 A spell in the tongue of the high holy, although as he used his other hand to block it the eyes in the helmet of his opponent almost shot through the blessed steel and gold.

[******]. {******}..[**********!!!!]

Three separate calls to power and three separate counters, each had been a piece of evidence that had even the witch’s eyes on the snake whip holder. Magic was a finicky thing but to counter something there had to be something there.

There had to be a power in the same school of magic that the spell was. She had believed in nature and the green and it had been something that had given her great wisdom and joy in life. Ways to counter the effects were a way to work btu that would not throw the spell aside as she had seen. Dark magic would not do that and neither could her magic that worked with the green and creatures.

Over the time he had stayed with her he had slept in the barn, turning it into a small forge and being quite useful at repairing what he had and what she needed. Nothing major but enough to understand he was no sell sword.

The Path We Traveled

I am going to be a little real. Sometimes doing so much it gets people wondering in day-to-day life asking about how I can do so much.

Economic competitions, leadership camps, writing books, repairing, analyzing data files and that’s just over the past two weeks. Not including the work when it comes to my classes and volunteer work. Not including projects I may not talk about as much, and while I am happy to do it, because I think it should be done and no one else is getting to it.

I sometimes give myself a rest. Call it pulling the armor off. Just relax and breath to see the lay of the land of where we had gotten.

Six years ago, I was on the streets. Before that I was using this for goofy t-shirt design and just being a loud voice on the internet that seemed to be full of them. Being goofy I will never say no to on its own. The first posts of this blog go back to 2013, and it has been an odd but entertaining cross section in my life. Definitely was learning involved in the time frame.

It was strange because I am still that angry person but back then I was the person that knew nothing but to rage because he had not been taught a thing else. Family was brutal and abusive, friends were few and unable to help, and it just felt like the world was against you, and it was true because it was. Since then, I have gotten to university, flown to the nations capital, worked with policy centers and presented to the federal reserve. I have written books, and done more than a hundred different recipes for different projects and over the time I had to learn how to be social in a way I was never used to.

Kevin Nash, who is sneaky smart had a line in a promo that I think fits.

“A funny thing happened on the way to getting here, as I got older, I got wiser.”

Anytime I can work a wrestling quote that makes sense I will. There is a difference but who I am then and who I am now have changed to some degree, I have become cagier and I have been the one to make more positive out of the negative.  I am still the angry person that wants to make things better and cannot stand stupidity without reason. Just sometimes it is important to take your helmet off and look back at the path once traveled

The REAL Alpha Male -Monty Brown

Marcus Corvon or Monty Brown if you watch videos online you may find some wrestling fan say how he was a failed wrestler. That is why I am writing this.

Now, pardon me for being smarter here then some fans, but this is one I am going to be pure Anderson asshole here.

Monty Brown was a TNA stalwart when they needed an identity and he helped them find it. I dare say if it wasn’t for the alpha male of early TNA then we may not know it in the way we do now. This was Bobby Lashley, before Bobby Lashley, skilled and multifaceted, a proper NFL history with a pair of super bowl victories.

Dude, was a thoroughbred, if he was a stock he would be a blue-chip stock. He knew how to talk and play a character and he had morals in an age I guess people were more about the money. His finish was a version of a spear called the pounce where instead of hitting someone from the front he would get an angle going from the opposing set of ropes. He was not the technical master, but he had enough that he knew where to go for 99% of wrestling life. He was a powerhouse and unique to boot.

He went to TNA, never won any titles because they didn’t have one to put on him. (Era of AJ, JJ Abyss, Raven, etc. etc. etc.) This was a guy everyone knew could be a world champion in a class of wrestlers that had all been not just champion level but was high tier. Everyone knew he could be world champ and they bought in when he fought for it because one pounce was all it took.

Behind the curtain there is not a single man that will say a bad word about him. In an industry where you had to defend your value, he let actions shine more then words. No one in an age where people have to be political saw him get into that portion of it. After TNA for so long where he basically helped keep it alive he had gone to WWE for the WWECW brand and became one of the bright spots there. I wanted to see him against Regal because it could have been very interesting.

I am generally a downer, a realist, I searched for hours online and not one single guy would say a single thing bad about how he was as a wrestler or as a man. Mind you this is an industry with more skeletons than a spirit Halloween store, and for one guy to not have any makes some suspicious. Except for years, for literal years at the highest point of two different very physical careers he had been a guy to lace up and let actions speak more then words.  Honestly if I cannot find anyone after years of being in the public high of anyone trying to bring you down he must have done something right.

Because after Hurricane Katrina he did a lot more right. During that time his sister passed, and her kids were left without a parent or a home until he stepped in. Let’s just think of that, a guy with not one but two physical well paying careers currently in one and he goes.

“Nah, I’m gonna take care of my sisters kids.” I am going to be honest I do not know how many people would do that. I hope a lot but I do not know.

He gets a third career and now in his fifties and some people let themselves go and just work and be a parent.

Nah, not the alpha way. For me before Tate heard of alpha it was Brown’s and honestly for me it still is. This is him doing an interview in his fifties.

Dude, is still built like a brick shithouse. MVP needs to get him in the hurt syndicate, think of MVP going back to full time wrestling and they chose the Alpha Male to come in as a manager for title matches and big moments. Seriously, this man is a shape where if he wanted to say he was back in I do not think any worldwide company would say no to at least a couple matches.

So, the idea that he was a failure. No, bro was on his own time and he had morals, honestly good on him better the majority of us I would say. He got two rings in the NFL, he has done enough that he has to be one of the best wrestlers never to be world champion, which in wrestling lists that is a big one to be high on.

However, anyone who thinks he failed. Wrong, incorrect, failure of understanding, and now by the way he is the head of his own fitness and helps people train. Sometimes characters are more the people behind it and we wonder where in titles and tribulations but when someone like that knows when to call it and can rebuild himself time and time again, he is a success just a different kind of it, and if you don’t know that to quote Mr. Brown.

“Remember in the Serengeti, you are in the land of the Alpha Male, and the Serengeti is all I see.”

He knew how to be a character better then a lot of people. You can make the Alpha Male as Monty Brown a proper comic book and it would work. A dash of Kraven the Hunter, some Black Panther, some Blade, some Loki, and you got someone with the style and swagger that if he is a failure, then there are a lot of failures in the world.

Writing Sample

(It has been a while since I did this so here is a piece from something I may or may not have shown before, in this case I have A. Written too much and B. not published enough. that I may or may not have done this before. Sorry or enjoy)

The village was creaking lightly and looking behind him and he could see it easily enough and even the bare outline of the garden outpost behind it on the shore could be seen if he squinted could be seen from the lookout towers as the sun shone overhead on the waters below. It was another day where the fish seemed all too happy to be jumping into his nets and he was more than happy enough to bring another haul for the village. Although the madness that often came with the chaotic weather on land would make animals difficult to eat if one wasn’t used to the changes the madness brought, out on the water there was none making it very easy for those who could to swim out or ride out in the long buoyed canoes or small sailboats to get some fishing or trawling done depending on what they were looking for.

Watching from where he lay in the canoe with a small umbrella stuck through the oar eye so that he could nap in the shade while the net did the work. There was no need to work hard unless a giant bivalve or one of the finned hunters had come in looking for either safety or food, and he could just sit and enjoy the small things. It was indeed rough and despite everything that had gone on many of the adults complained how there could be such things as the madness that went on the land. He didn’t mind though as the waters were clear and the outpost was close enough to the coast that unless one of the plagued scourgers came then there wasn’t a need to be worried. Stay away from the land, unless one had to check on the vegetables, get there quickly make sure you get to your boat and out to sea quickly and he could have it all done before the midday meal.

Part of him wished he could go out and explore but he had seen some of the damage ever since he had to start helping with collecting the food. Everyone had to do their part to make the village go off without a hitch.

Much of the village was built on platforms framed with a hollow hardwood found on some of the smaller islands a half hour out and that was far enough of a trip that a deep boat like a ferry would be needed. Floating happily among the soft waves he could remember every time it would be brought closer to the village, the only reason why they wouldn’t be kept there was the simple fact the size of the thing could land on the bottom of the shallows. Granted, in the storms, the water level would rise and the rocking would bring about a nice little way for him to get to sleep every time he would lie down.

Being how it was built the village would move slightly with the waves as they crashed giving every a nice motion without being too difficult to handle. Laying down thinking back to one particular storm he could clearly remember when the swells got so powerful that one of the buffeting walls had been broken and had caused damage to Zenobria’s shack almost taking a wall of the home down with the wave and drenching everything in their kitchen before anything could be hidden away.

It didn’t matter if it was by wave or by someone burning a large pot of stew when someone lost their food for their year it usually meant the village would need to come together to keep their own fed.

Elders would go on about how there were some bad times in the village’s history many of which were when they all lived on land hearing about it from many of the older adults it just seemed silly to hear them talk about it when everything he knew was out on the water. He wasn’t even one of the youngest, he was helping with gathering the fish in the nets, but some hadn’t been around to see the garden walls and towers go up. Remembering that was something he had to remember with talking around his little sister who had been born just after it had been finished. It seemed the world was getting further away from what it had once been and when the elders passed on then would the world they knew be the one that was normal just the same. He couldn’t tell, and he didn’t want to think any more about the deeper things when work had to get done.

What he saw past his face mottled and translucent in the lapping waves, if he just focused enough was the net hung from the pair of buoys and nearly full with the catch.

Dropping over the side, the ocean seemed more at home than most of the times he had to walk on land. It made him happy to know all he had to do was take a deep breath and a couple of steps from most places max before he was under the surface once more.

The various creatures in the net were trying to wriggle free from the waxed twine before the slack evaporated for good and all of the delicacies would be well on their way to the thankful people of the village. Grey Scales, stripe shells, the odd shell walker from the bottom pocked the catch as the net was soon secured to the boat before both the young fisherman and the catch started the trip back home.

Orestes began using the sail over the oars when the weight of the catch pulled the boat back enough in the water that he could see the only way to have any energy left was to let the winds do the work while he just guided it.

His father had always been one who had told him to bring the small sail for the case of a heavy catch and it was something that he could remember not trying to use all because it seemed hard to set up.

What he wished to know back then was how easy it actually was as the wide post was already set with places to secure cloth, line, and winches leaving the only issue is putting it in the boat and having it balanced before the wind picked up on it.

After a few minutes of easy wind, the sail would get enough behind it where they would make up the speed difference as if he had rowed the entire way. Why some of the other fishermen still out on the waters as he scanned the horizon wouldn’t make use of it, he couldn’t tell, but oftentimes he also saw they didn’t have enough to bring in to warrant it.

From the garden fort behind the village there seemed to be something going on, he had hoped that it was just someone who had gone out to visit it. It wasn’t until the small plumes of smoke began to waft from the inside that he realized one of the mad creatures had found a way in. That did not leave him from tying up the catch or putting it on ice with those who were done early with chores.

Seeing the danger of the smoke in one of their few places for anything grown made everyone notice the scene near the shore it was one of the fire burrowers that had come up within the confines of the garden. Even from that range the unique smell of the breath of the burrower had left it as clear a calling card as could be found.

Out of the corner of his eye, he could see one of the younger children go and pull down the white cloth from the flag pole. Anyone who had seen it would have also seen the red triangle flying from the flagpole. Soon the other fisherman would know, some of them would tie up their lines and come in, some would swim in to get some information, but while that was going on he still had to get everything into the ice chest before the creatures killed each other.

No one would be fed with hopes of people being safe, although he did know that people will eat more if there was a tragedy. Dropping a large-mouthed greyscale into a holding tank sunk in the shallows had given enough time for the others to gather their families and notify them of the scene.

“Young man, Orestes.” he heard his name.

Less than a couple of steps from the loading area was one of the village elders clearly disturbed by what he had seen as well. The older man had called to him and making his way over he could see the circles under the wise codger’s eyes giving him an air of fatigue that was hard to shake.

Learning Something New at All

Learning something new is hard, I think that is something that we all understand to some degree. I think what we forget is you can learn more the none major thing.

I have written on her of people changing drastically their careers. Porn stars who became therapists and psychologists. Instagram models who became biologists. Football players who became farmers. There is a love of life and wish of growth that I really like seeing and sometimes those journeys are not the easiest.

Kim Kardashian, recently talked about not passing the bar, the noted exam for lawyers, and its rough. Sometimes when you try to make a change it is very difficult, it is something where you will fail a few times. I am not writing this as a laugh track or some insult even though I have had issues with how the Kardashian have done business in the past. If you cannot cheer for those you disagree with or dislike to become better versions of themselves, you are not human.

Now, I am so small a blog, Kim Kardashian and that level of fame will be magnetically opposed to these posts. To her though, and everyone else who are having difficulties in their transitions career wise, keep going. It will be tough, but if it ever gets really bad, you have one loud jackass in the Pacific North West cheering you on to be better because if we do not get better than the world is much darker than any of us can dream.

Just because you are older or you have done things before you can still pivot into something new and learning is something you do every day if you love life and if you try to make the most of it then keep trying and I hope if you read this, you keep going, because if you try hard enough eventually you will make it.

Good Luck

Fed Reserve Competition Post Mortem

I did not go on to the next round in my federal reserve competition. I was a one-person team, I hope I represented well and it spoke more to the issues of trusting in sources of financial power like the federal reserve and what will happen.  I thought it was interesting, I thought it would also help versus the average speech of possibly talking the same points as a paid group and claiming .25 will be a sizable change in the federal rate.

My point was at each level from us, to cities, states, federal, and even international the markets will react differently but no matter how they may take the moves in what directions because the finance game is essentially many layers of games on the same board. There was going to be a problem that if you are not trusted the moves made will not be held to the same value because trust is not as much in the reserve and the moves and people of it. My move was to take a year get the reserve to make itself a source of information for people about the reserve and finances and cut out a lot of the problems with people hearing about the reserve second or third hand.

It was a subject I thought was a good one, I did my best with it. I was ill when I had to speak, I was alone, but I also did it.  How many people can say that? It was a feast or famine presentation and it didn’t pay out.  I still would do it on that subject, I would still try to do a better presentation. Strategic Temporal Credibility in a Multi Level Reflexive Market. Could have workshopped the title more except when I had it that it felt like the best one.

Doing it on video and ill trying to speak through a rough throat the odds were long. I did something not many in my school have done and all I can hope that maybe they enjoyed something from it, that maybe they learned something. One can hope every time they enter a competition if they do well, but this time I was not enough to move to the next round.

Until the next one.

End of The Dream, Chaotic Good

300 hours volunteered in a semester and a year. Since I started at uni my volunteer hours were being counted and now I have near doubled my last year of school between may 14th to now.

Always something to be done and always something to be better at.

So let me do something else.

When would it ever be enough?

After I achieve my goal of making the city better what would I want?

This made me think about it.

I would be happy maybe with someone that cares for all my eccentricities who I am and not what I bring to the table. To be able to do good for my city and watch as the sun rises on a new apex of industry, and just enjoy a life of fights and bloodshed and violence made to something positive and just enjoy it.

Do things I never did before. I never went to Japan, homeland of my aunt and her family. I never flew private, I don’t know what people do in such jets but it sounds nice. Go to Africa and see how people do film there and make stories. Learn to cook in a dozen cuisines, and actually dress nicely. I wear clothes out and having a proper wardrobe would be nice. Invest in farms.

Oh, the one thing I would do with money and power and time, is be an unbreakable immovable trickster. Hear me out, you know the kind of people who never had someone get in their way, then ones with money with no sense? Having someone come from what I did turn their ideas I disagree with to mulch is going to be infinitely entertaining.

A group of people want less farms and push farms needing expensive sets of equipment, I am going to equip every one of them in the state. If someone tries to get someone off land by being sneaky I am going to give my lawyers a bunch of caffeine and tell them the budget is open to six or seven digits plus and I want blood.

You know the guy who in some movies or shows just helps the little guy out not just because it’s a good idea but also because the people doing the dumb crap have more dollars than brain cells? That would be me. Not just because it is the right thing to do, but because I am going to be an evil little troll doing it.

I mean with enough companies you got to have loss leaders to balance your taxes. How many places can I burn money.

Go to a hospital department, ask what do you need and tell a doctor and a nurse to stuff a shopping cart like supermarket sweep. Do I know if the new cat scan machine can be delivered, no, but we will figure that out in the long run. When you have enough money and power being the asshole on the good guys team is a perfect place.

Work treatment shit. Build a factory set to a thirty-two-hour work week, pay them for forty set pay for part time to be similar to account for an addition 8-hour shift for free and just do it better. Would a lot of rich people think I am Loki reborn?

Because pissing off people while you do good things is the sort of things that would give me life. Seriously. I get to that point it may not be a long ride but it will be a kick.

Just a thought.

Magic and Life Without It

Someone got mad once because I explained cooking as the last school of magic. For this we are going to pull the merriam webster definition.

“The use of means (such as charms or spells) believed to have supernatural power over natural forces.”

Now there is nothing more natural then grown food, whether animal or vegetable it is the natural force of the planet we can use to keep ourselves going.

For the sake of clarity supernatural is defined as “departing from what is usual or normal especially so as to appear to transcend the laws of nature”

Now this is a pork roulade by the freshman cook @ https://www.thefreshmancook.com/pork-roulade for those who are wondering, go check them out.

Can anyone tell me how this is a natural meal?

It is not. Nature does not come like this, we work with the materials to make our emotions, our senses, and our ideas come to life in away that is wholly without speaking but still a language all of its own. There are dishes that do something with us that scientifically we cannot explain. When your lover makes your favorite cookie after a long day of work. When your mother made you a dish after you cried from not making a sports team. The argument could be made that memory and all of that is neuroscience but even they do not understand to what degree it is or it isn’t.

Magic is something that can be holy or unholy, self-reflective or a pulse to the people around you, it can be something built out of the worst of emotions and be great, and be made from joy and be horrible for others. All it is, is a crack in the door that you do not understand the world as completely as you think. That’s it.

It took me years to believe in magic again after a lot of painful times because when you go through a lot of pain sometimes magic is the farthest thing you can believe in. It doesn’t feel like it can help you, like it can heft your weight of the mud of the situation or bandage wounds that have come from working.

Magic allows you to think you may be able, if the cards fall your way and the wind blows just right you can do things that maybe you wouldn’t be able to do as well before. Walking back to my apartment it dawned upon me that for all the people willing to shout down anyone doing well not one of them could see themselves doing the same successes they saw in others. It made me wonder why, and why they couldn’t just believe a little bit. Anywho.

Just a Thought.